One of the most important pilgrimages during medieval times was the Way of St. James – El Camino de Santiago. There is no one starting point for this pilgrimage; rather, there is a large network of trails and roads that cross-cross much of Europe. The route is often marked with a scallop shell. With its grooves meeting at the hinge, the shells are a metaphor of the multitude of paths traveled to arrive at the tomb of James the Apostle in Santiago de Compostela, often many months later.
Recently, I watched the movie The Way, which chronicles a father's journey on the Camino de Santiago. What struck me the most was the transformation of the travelers. Each character struggled with one issue or another, and yet as his or her days turned into months, the miraculous occurred. They forgave; they let go; they moved forward with life.
Whether we embark on a physical or interior journey, we travel. And, similar to the hikers on the Camino, it can take months and perhaps years for us to reach that which we seek. Our paths may be quite different from one another, but we share common hopes for peace, meaning, or love; and, it is these ideals that draw us together--and remind us that we are family.
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NASA's images of earth from space take my breath away. Our beautiful planet appears to be floating in a sea of quiet. There are no distinctions from this vantage point--no Democrats or Republicans; no racial or religious divides; just a little blue planet--alive with color and light.
Astronaut Edgar Mitchell referred to a "glimpse of divinity" when he saw earth from his space window and spoke of "an instant global consciousness." Though I will never see first hand that which Mitchell and a few others have enjoyed, I have a sense of the interconnectedness of life by just living in the Ozark Mountains. Last night my husband and I watched the full moon first peek through and then rise above the darkened trees. A deer crossed our path, followed later by something small and furry--perhaps a woodchuck. Such simple beauty brings me home to my heart, and I realize afresh why we call her Mother Earth. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close. Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets It is only in retrospect that I have come to see how the journey we travel is circular. Life's summit is elusive because the terminus is also the starting point. Ultimately, any life path we choose brings us full circle. When we meet ourselves again, our horizons may have shifted, our joys may have expanded, and our hearts may have softened. And then we begin again. We travel until we become Love.
T.S. Eliot, in his last verses of the poem "Little Gidding," wrote: We shall not cease from exploration And the end of all our exploring Will be to arrive where we started And know the place for the first time. Through the unknown, remembered gate When the last of earth left to discover Is that which was the beginning... Photos of my children are clustered in several areas of my home. When I see my little ones now adults, I travel back through the years. I look deep into the face of the child caught in the photograph and know what awaits him or her. Time becomes fluid, floating between decades; the present melds with the past, and a collage of stories emerges. I see my child, I see the adult he or she has become, and I see myself.
I tried to shelter my children from unhappiness, but life had different plans for them. I realize now that tragedy spares no one; it just courts each of us differently. One way or another, it finds a path into our hearts, and there we do battle with the intruder. Armed with childhood imaginings and with trust in tomorrow's benevolences, we crusade for truth, for meaning, for love--not knowing that sorrow is often the gateway to that which we seek. When it is time, we walk the corridors of our heart, retrieving the shattered threads of one-believed dreams. Perhaps, long after tears have dried and hope has faded, we find what was always there but not seen--and then our desolation gives rise to a new spring. While walking our life path, I think very few of us would choose the obstacles presented to us. It is only later, after the storms have passed and the rains lifted, that we see (sometimes dimly) the blessings in our fate. We do not need to condone the circumstances to recognize the steps we have taken toward wholeness through the quandaries of our destiny. But honoring our courage, resilience, and love opens the once-closed door to the extraordinary. And, we see anew--that which was always right in front of us.
Winter snows cover the barren earth
White - all lies in mystery. Each moment sounds the call, And a figure emerges beckoning. Stepping nearer the ground flowers, And color follows me. Meeting in touch, quiet births a song; The wintery cover is lifted. Only is purity left in whiteness, For you have painted the stillness. |
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